Experiences

Well, I'm back from kingston and wow I had so much fun! We celebrated my parents and my sister's anniversaries, danced, went shopping.. what more can a girl ask for? Especially when she's in the company of a cousin, sisters, parents, aunt and uncle, LITTLE BABY, and friends! :) Man do I ever love dancing? hah I mean we danced at home on Fri. and that was awesome cause if u know my parents, you know that there will be dancing at my house! aha good dancing, to good dance songs! :) We all (Gerri, Galeto, and I) got haircuts and then the next day my cousie and I went to the mall and I got me a nice shirt, shoes, some earrings and bracelets and we went out to dance that night away! :)

That is where things went a little.. well weird.. :P First of all there was a really really attractive guy who I kept looking at and everyone was telling me to go ask to dance. So I went, and he said "maybe later" lol.. but he sounded really nice and looked pretty shy. Also he was from Montreal cause he had an accent so I'm not tooooo upset about that. Then, my ex, his brother and their regular "posse" showed up (cause there is like 1 place to go in kingston to dance..) Either way he came to say hi and I said "hi, sorry I don't really want to talk to you" and he left and that was that! :) I mean I kinda expected all the feelings about him to come rushing back when I saw him.. but they really didn't! lol (so that's good) :P

Later on in the night another guy (KINDA cute, short and blond) came to dance with me, and we talked a bit.. he's in nursing :P Then he left and a bit later another guy came to dance with me (smoker and not really my type but oh well..) lol anyways I spent the rest of the night dancing with him and my cousie so that was fun! :) Found out that he was the manager of Futureshop in kingston... oooo.. hehe I didn't give him my phone number or anything cause he just assumed that I didn't have one in kingston (since i told him i was living in TO) and I didn't say that I did in fact have one :P
Either way there go at least SOME of my inhibitions! I mean

1.) I asked a hottie to dance (even tho I got shot down) :P
2.) I danced with two "relatively" hot guys.. (lets just say that I could see other people thinking they are hot.. not so much me tho.. :P)
3.) I kissed the second guy goodbye (just a tiny peck, but still its something if you know me!)

And no this doesn't mean that I'm a slut now, I am just trying to be less inhibited :) And I think its working.. lol I didn't feel attracted to either of the two guys I danced with, but then again I'm not looking for anyone at the moment, and I'm definitely looking for someone who's in University, or out of uni. with a steady (good) job. I want someone who I've been friends with for a while, and someone who I admire and respect (to build that up takes longer than one dance.. no duh :P). Let's just say that my ideal place for meeting guys doesn't include a bar, club, pub or any place like that, but that places like that have a tendency of boosting your self-confidence! hah :)

Either way I had lots of fun and danced a lot and now I'm a little bit sad cause everyone went home and I have to work tomorrow! Damn it guys come to TO again and lets hang out!!!!!!! lol :P
(oh and Gale, you need to get your ass to Canada more often! and don't forget to look at yourself in the mirror, its very important, especially since you are so hot!! :) )
hehe and that's about it for me! :P