Sunday, October 16, 2005

randomness!

I think its high time for an update.

I'm just sitting here, at my computer, wondering whether to go to bed or to update this little blog of mine. Listening to some of the songs on my list I feel inspired to write something brilliant and earthshattering, but I don't think I can :P So I'll stick to my usual.

1.) I would like to find a boyfriend. I miss the warmth and love you get, also the butterflies would be fun again. (please don't mistake this for missing my ex. I do not. I just want another person there to share things with.)
I have had my eye on someone, but I don't know if it'll work out, so I'll write later as to the verdict!

2.) Questionably more important than the first, I have decided against going to medschool, which again prompted one of those oh so bitter arguments with my parents. Whatever.. its my life and that's that. I have decided to do a masters instead.

I know my dreams of becoming a doctor may have been short lived but I feel like this (in my life) is a good career move and one must go through these hard decisions in order to grow and to truly decide what they want in life :D (that's it. No more justifications.)

On a lighter note Io is growing like a sponge and getting cuter and cuter by the day. Even thought he can't go down the stairs yet! lol :P He is losing his baby teeth which is prompting him to bite us all at any chance he gets, but I can live with that :D haha he doesn't mean to hurt anyone.

I still miss Addie. I think her and Io would have had so much fun together. I still think about her and what an amazing dog she turned out to be..

I have so many things to say that they just come out as a big blur of random thoughts. However I will say that at the moment (other than having a million assignments/tests to prepare for next week) I am happy and content and have nothing too great to worry about :D

I do tend to worry too much, so tonight I can sleep soundly knowing that the world will not end if I didn't get what I wanted to get done today. I have tomorrow, and that will be better! And I mean that in an optimistic sense, not in a way that a procrastinator might! :P

Good night everyone!

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I know this is totally random and weird and stupid of me..well maybe not, but your blog just made me tear up.
I feel that with our family its so hard to really be yourself and do what your heart tells you to do..and the fact that you're doing what YOU want, for YOUR life is really amazing.
I love you and I think you're one of the most amazing people ive known. You are one of those people that after you meet, you leave with a great feeling...its rare to find people like that.
I think hopeless optimism is a desperate necessity in our family and in general and I think we both have that, and its getting us through life.
You are right..if not today--tomorrow eh?
Life is great. Why not do whatever our hearts desire with it?
I cant WAIT to see what an even more amazing woman you're going to be in a few years.
I love you :D

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